Well it’s been a minute since you last heard me ramble hasn’t it. I’ve kept you waiting for long enough so let’s just dive into it. Anxiety my dear old friend! The last few months have had many a spiral, ending in some amazing highs and equal lows. I’ve never felt the term “Sunday Scaries” to be so relatable until recently. I’m at a new job, in a new field, at an up and coming company doing some really exciting work and It was all great until it wasn’t.

Where am I going is the most frequent question that’s echoed through my head over the last year. Wondering what this decision will bring or better yet won’t. Am I doing everything I can or should I push harder. What in the world does any of this even mean.

The tagline of my year has been “I’m figuring it out.” Transitioning from the office to remote to laid off. Thinking I’ll only be on unemployment for a month or 2 and here we are 7 months later. Feeling optimistic about next steps in my career to feeling like an unqualified loser and back again.

The marketing world can be such a looming thing. From finding the right color scheme to choosing delicately placed words that will entice but not lead the consumer. It’s something that can be so simple yet meticulous. Marketing and advertising has always and will always evolve as the world does and currently is.

Let me start this off by saying if you don’t believe in aliens we can’t be friends. You really think we’re the only weirdos floating around this endless existence of space. Come on now you gotta grow up.